You know, I missed-- [He abruptly knows this is a pivot, stops, tries again.]
When you were gone. [Hrm. Hold on. Let him rephrase that.] When I remember the timeline when Granitefell happened, [quickly, like he's waving an impatient hand in that You Know What I Mean way] I missed having you around, a lot. And I missed having Barrow around, and I missed having Jude around.
And I haven't done a good job of letting everyone I care about know that I care. Not that I think Jude didn't know, but...
I meant what I said; I don't disagree with you. But yeah, it was some shit timing, and yeah, it blew up into something else, and yeah, it was a little thoughtless of you even if you didn't mean for the blowup. Kinda stings. But it stings because I care about my friends, about you and what you have to say and how you say it.
I don't want to risk you disappearing tomorrow thinking otherwise.
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When you were gone. [Hrm. Hold on. Let him rephrase that.] When I remember the timeline when Granitefell happened, [quickly, like he's waving an impatient hand in that You Know What I Mean way] I missed having you around, a lot. And I missed having Barrow around, and I missed having Jude around.
And I haven't done a good job of letting everyone I care about know that I care. Not that I think Jude didn't know, but...
I meant what I said; I don't disagree with you. But yeah, it was some shit timing, and yeah, it blew up into something else, and yeah, it was a little thoughtless of you even if you didn't mean for the blowup. Kinda stings. But it stings because I care about my friends, about you and what you have to say and how you say it.
I don't want to risk you disappearing tomorrow thinking otherwise.